New Year, New Me?

I was reminded that I need to update my blog the other day---Why is it that I have not written much lately? I guess it is because I have been knitting alot lately. It is hard to knit and type at the same time.

I need to everyone up on my life. Knitting and hanging out with J has been my life lately. I am not complaining but I would rather be boating and hanging with J! Who is J? I guess you could describe this person as a friend, a lover. Accepting me for who I am not who he wants me to be, or who I might become---Just me! That is so nice. I did not find that in my marriage or recent boyfriends. It is nice that kind of acceptance. It feels good knowing that I am good enough. I have not wanted to write about J because I have been afraid to open up. Afraid that I would be writing "J is such a loser." Well it has been 6 months and I think it is fair enough to say that J is staying around a bit longer.

Just found out that I have to ask again for prayers! Prayers to remind me to be strong. Stay the path that I am on. I have never been one to ask for help but I am asking. No details can be given at this time just keep me and the boys in your prayers.

Peace,
Maria