Tried

Ok, the kids are in school. I am on the job hunt again. I have registered in a local community college to take a web design certification class---to improve my resume. I am dating a great man that has a career that leads him into danger (this does not thrill me in the least).  I am teaching part time (only once a week or twice a month). I am faced with the change of seasons. This scares me. A change of seasons is a big deal for me. Actually on the spring and fall changes affect my life. The winter and Summer changes bring my joy.

I have tried many different things in my life. Some scary, some physically demanding, some emotionally draining. Each time I have tried I have found out something about my self. This time I am trying a relationship that is more fulfilling than any I have tried before. Again a change. I am not leading and I am not following, we are walking together. Of course I thought this before, but it seems so much more equal.

I have not painted in months. I am being called to paint again. I have only done a small bit of knitting and I am being compelled to knit again. I have decided to get Baptised. I pray several times a day. I know these things are wonderful, but I am questioning why the sudden change in areas of my life. Is it the weather? Is it my new relationship? Am I regressing?

The Days of My Life as Maria Campagna


Peace,
Maria

Again, these are the same questions. Different answers.