Faith over Fear

Today at church we talked about Faith over Fear. That is a powerful statement. Having Faith not only in God and Jesus, Faith in Dreams, Faith in Friends, Faith in Family. How much Faith does it take to overcome your past. Your self doubt. Self loathing. Do I have enough to fight? Is it worth the fight? Am I fighting the right fight? It amazes me how I attend church, and how much I am moved by the words of God thru a speaker. I didn't even realize that today's message would mean anything to me, yet as today progressed it became clear.

I am afraid of so many things in my life, in my kids life. Yet somehow I have faith. Faith in God, Love, Family and Friends. I have found faith. I have worked for faith. I need to have faith or else all is lost. I am not giving up. I am fighting that fight. I will work for what I believe to be true, honest and wholesome.

I might post again tonight, my head is spinning and this is one of the places I find clarity. The other is running and prayer. Tomorrow morning I will run and I will pray.

Peace,
Maria