Changes

I am in wonder of the changes in my heart. I question myself, but this I have no question about. Doors close and open for reasons. Some close completely, others are just ajar. I am afraid of those that are ajar that have eyes that pierce.

I was called 'jaded' tonight. I am against those that have hurt me. The hurts that are unintentional I can open. The hurts that are deliberate, I don't think I can open. I have an open heart, I know that. I have opened myself up to others. Allowing my feeling to be expressed. Vunerable to those that have not hurt me. Not to those that have proven they will hurt me.

I know this is a crazy post but this is the way my thoughts run. I must gather my information and process it further.

Peace,
Maria