Thank you God!

I know that when I don't read about God and pray I fall to pieces. Three weeks ago I thought I would just melt away. I hurt so bad. I wanted to make wrongs right. Wrongs that I had done and that were done to me, knowing that neither would ever happen.  I have returned home. The home in the light of God! I prayed. He always gives me what I need, when I need it. Today I read again and I read just what I needed to 'hear'.

'I forgive you for offending me in your words and actions. Please forgive me for offending you in my words and actions.'

Powerful! I am praying the Holy Spirit will guide me in making this simple prayer come true. To guide me in thoughts, words and actions.

I want to tell you what is going on in my life now....however, it is new. And this feeling is new. The feeling of being able to say Yes. Yes, to my happiness. I didn't say anything bad about myself today! I didn't look in the mirror and say to myself that I am fat. I ate today and I didn't get sick or throw up. I still had thoughts of the past, but they were weak, I was stronger than they were! I had opportunity to be as weak as my broken heart, yet I was able to make it thru the day and have a smile on my face.

Again Thank You God!

Peace,
Maria